At times, you blog, not because you have something to say. Sometimes, it’s just a means to open the heart and let the pain take the shape of words.
I am not alone, blessedly surrounded by people, my own; but feeling lonely and disconnected, when to judgements I am subjected. I feel intense pain, when I am expected to be the same; as I was years ago, when sans responsibility, I swam with the flow. But now I am looked upto, as a savior, as a provider; and I can't take the liberty, lack the will of a fighter. The one who understood, me with a single glance or tone, chose a better world of love, and smiles from the heavens above. I did it all my life, she says, now taste the fruits of silent tears; prove to the world that you mean good, and learn to let go, your fears. The world will judge you, like it or not; some of them your very own, in a web of pain, you tend to be caught. But trust your foundation, times are bound to change; save your soul till such time appears, ways of life to teach are strange.